WOOHOO ITS A LEVEL MONTH
Actually not really, its only like 8.30pm Oct 31st now, but i can't be bothered to wait till 12am just to post this post. But i'll miss october.
I've been mugging at chua for the past week from afternoon (yes, i wake up late) to 10pm at night! "Wow!", you might say, "That's some hardcore mugging Zongyi!" I'm sad to say, it isn't; i seem to crawl along each sentence of my bio notes and then when i finish a sentence, i stone and get lost, then when i get back, i start a few paragraphs back and it repeats, i currently have an average of 1 bio topic per day. (Yay! i only have 5 more topics of bio left!)
But at least i can sit down and mug, unlike at home, where i sit down and sleep or play com or stone around online and find stuff like this and this hehehe, or at school, where i talk to friends or fall asleep in the reading room. And (tsk tsk tsk shouldn't start sentences with and) when doing practices, which i tried doing last week, i seem to have this problem of stopping and stoning subconciously whenever i meet some difficult question or not, as pointed out by jie-hasmanyladyfriends-rong. And thats when i stopped doing practices and mugging bio.
Mugging at Chua Palace is good because sometimes mr chua polices it and keeps us quiet and primed to mug, and he feeds us all sorts of good food and buys us lunch/dinner. He also stays with us all the way until 11pm. He doesn't have to do all these, but i guess he's a nice old man who does like to help students to do well :D. I mugged at school before that because i thought raffles place was damn far, but then there's always people to accompany me home like pam, joonyan and brandon, and now can tompang jeelyn's nice dad's car. (Name changed because she has this funny habit of googling her name and i put the nice before the "dad".)
Argh, yesterday night at chua i realised its my last gp paper and that it's the real thing, so i start getting all panicky, thats good it seems that nowadays/years, i can only mug properly just the night before exams yes the NIGHT BEFORE THE EXAM. I'm playing even on afternoons before exams arghhhgasdfkakg. Its good when i'm able to start mugging the night before the exams, but its also very bad since i won't have the time to be able to finish studying everything.
HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP.
People keep saying i'm smart blah blah blah. I don't like it for the simple reason that i'm not. I'm not even as smart as they think i am, its just that sometimes i have a habit of nodding my head in spasms as if i understand even when i don't. Dammit i wish i was as smart as my ex classmates. I was talking to zng that night trying to find out who brandon's j2 ex-gf was and he told me about how sick shits like sean, luo (and himself) were getting AAAA, AAAA, and how AABB is damn lousy, for prelims. Rj muggers are scary. Stupid standardised-nationwide crap.
Argh i got a headache and i think my brain is autolysing. Boy do i suck at mugging.
One day left. To all my mugging buddies at school and chua, classmates, friends andeveryone taking a levels (sorry forgot its standardised-nationwide, hahahahaha). GOOD LUCK TO US ALL!
Oh i thought of something really intellectual this morning while studying for gp that i wanted to blog about, but i sort of forgot what it is. Oh well. I'll play my funny gang game just once before i try to start work again.
Crap i keep falling asleep in the armchair that i brought up from the living room to mug in, its one of my doesn't-seem-to-work-as-i-want-it ideas. I've accomplished much less work today than i thought i could do. Damn i hate planning. Everything seems to be feasible hypothetically. I'd be better of planning to fly. The mind is willing but the flesh is weak. Aw heck the flesh is always weak.
Stupid blogger doesn't let me post my many funny gifs.
On a more current affairs note, someone killed himself at Clementi MRT yesterday evening. Very scary, lucky i never take MRT yesterday. Its quite sad that life is like that. In today's competitive market economies, some people are just marginalised, left behind or squeezed into something as stupid as suicide, and as much as you might condemn suicide, you must admit that in certain circumstances, its just like that lor. Its a sad life. I guess it can't be a happy one or else it might get crowded... i think i'm getting delusional.
I've been mugging at chua for the past week from afternoon (yes, i wake up late) to 10pm at night! "Wow!", you might say, "That's some hardcore mugging Zongyi!" I'm sad to say, it isn't; i seem to crawl along each sentence of my bio notes and then when i finish a sentence, i stone and get lost, then when i get back, i start a few paragraphs back and it repeats, i currently have an average of 1 bio topic per day. (Yay! i only have 5 more topics of bio left!)
But at least i can sit down and mug, unlike at home, where i sit down and sleep or play com or stone around online and find stuff like this and this hehehe, or at school, where i talk to friends or fall asleep in the reading room. And (tsk tsk tsk shouldn't start sentences with and) when doing practices, which i tried doing last week, i seem to have this problem of stopping and stoning subconciously whenever i meet some difficult question or not, as pointed out by jie-hasmanyladyfriends-rong. And thats when i stopped doing practices and mugging bio.
Mugging at Chua Palace is good because sometimes mr chua polices it and keeps us quiet and primed to mug, and he feeds us all sorts of good food and buys us lunch/dinner. He also stays with us all the way until 11pm. He doesn't have to do all these, but i guess he's a nice old man who does like to help students to do well :D. I mugged at school before that because i thought raffles place was damn far, but then there's always people to accompany me home like pam, joonyan and brandon, and now can tompang jeelyn's nice dad's car. (Name changed because she has this funny habit of googling her name and i put the nice before the "dad".)
Argh, yesterday night at chua i realised its my last gp paper and that it's the real thing, so i start getting all panicky, thats good it seems that nowadays/years, i can only mug properly just the night before exams yes the NIGHT BEFORE THE EXAM. I'm playing even on afternoons before exams arghhhgasdfkakg. Its good when i'm able to start mugging the night before the exams, but its also very bad since i won't have the time to be able to finish studying everything.
HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP.
People keep saying i'm smart blah blah blah. I don't like it for the simple reason that i'm not. I'm not even as smart as they think i am, its just that sometimes i have a habit of nodding my head in spasms as if i understand even when i don't. Dammit i wish i was as smart as my ex classmates. I was talking to zng that night trying to find out who brandon's j2 ex-gf was and he told me about how sick shits like sean, luo (and himself) were getting AAAA, AAAA, and how AABB is damn lousy, for prelims. Rj muggers are scary. Stupid standardised-nationwide crap.
Argh i got a headache and i think my brain is autolysing. Boy do i suck at mugging.
One day left. To all my mugging buddies at school and chua, classmates, friends and
Oh i thought of something really intellectual this morning while studying for gp that i wanted to blog about, but i sort of forgot what it is. Oh well. I'll play my funny gang game just once before i try to start work again.
Crap i keep falling asleep in the armchair that i brought up from the living room to mug in, its one of my doesn't-seem-to-work-as-i-want-it ideas. I've accomplished much less work today than i thought i could do. Damn i hate planning. Everything seems to be feasible hypothetically. I'd be better of planning to fly. The mind is willing but the flesh is weak. Aw heck the flesh is always weak.
Stupid blogger doesn't let me post my many funny gifs.
On a more current affairs note, someone killed himself at Clementi MRT yesterday evening. Very scary, lucky i never take MRT yesterday. Its quite sad that life is like that. In today's competitive market economies, some people are just marginalised, left behind or squeezed into something as stupid as suicide, and as much as you might condemn suicide, you must admit that in certain circumstances, its just like that lor. Its a sad life. I guess it can't be a happy one or else it might get crowded... i think i'm getting delusional.
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